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![]() Kevin Coval we look good poor men concerned w/hats n shoes fresh dipped in thrift belts n sock match stitched muthfuckas fall out yr mouth / like prayers everywhere you go is church n this cafe of the inconspicuous is sunday morning on tuesday at 2 its jus the cell phone nympho condo call po-po peep show on black people don’t know it yet we are loud n laughin mash slappin tables talkin tongues this is your spot earthtoned n yellow n what these white folks know bout space gon grow this morning, MUTHAFUCKA this cafe of milk n honey next to the russian bath house where holocaust survivors n jesse jackson n son sweat n scrub each other with oak leaves be where we piss in mayor daley flower beds u grew from west side rain sistas n neck rolls / bottom poppin creased t’s on the maddest sons saturday nights sweats n spandex u’se the james baldwin of house the james brown of poetics no apologies in this bitch land of milk bone u’se u / i’se i talk tumblin all morning long Tony is a union man taper and paint mixer makes good money to spend on NASCAR and big screens Tony lives in Fallon drives to Edwardsville to drink. tonight he’s helping a buddy move after divorce. most his buddies are firemen they grew up playing together: firemen, cops, cowboys, ghosts in the graveyard til supper served Tony’s hands are like blocks of meat the butcher wd donate to the alley. Tony has a goatee looks like a heavy Dan Quisenberry or Goose Gossage, relief pitchers in the ’80s. relief pitchers are firemen called to extingush the away teams’ comeback in the top of the ninth inning. Tony talked about the firemen he knew how when Black families moved to town Tony’s friends protected the other homes with a white moat of flame resistant foam they’d make sure it’d look like arson, or an insurance scam or electric mishap or not, cuz the police play on the same team in a softball league. after the game they drink circle the bandwagon. uniformed men trained to hang bottles of Jim Beam upside down red splotched faces a glow in the pulse of flame, the ring of fire set in a confederacy of silence. after Patricia Smith your ex-wife tells your kids she saw it coming. your friends offer to write you a check and won’t return your phone calls. whispers float from women, who peck their husbands to cancer, over your premature grave like kaddish. your family brings full plates of Sabbath leftovers. you are working with out a day of rest and they won’t return your phone calls. bosses twenty years your junior treat you like you are diseased, lazy, a schmuck down on his luck, a horse calling for the shotgun. blistered finger tips, lost addresses, gas station pee breaks, side streets with tree names, doorbells 14 year old princes answer and never tip. $5/hr plus a buck a pie. your ’84 astro van curling 200, 000 miles. aramis in the glove box, pine fresh around the rear view, John Denver in the cassette, a picture of me and e and you, tucked in the sun block above your head; Colorado, atop a mountain, on skis, sun reflecting off snow and tinted glasses like Hollywood planned it. rushing and receipts, hot cheese in your lap, men your age glimpse what they fear or disgust. an alley with a gun in your face the spasms shooting through your body as you drive away. it is nearing 6:13 am in December and the woman i love is two time zones west. we are still on the phone like elementary school crushes. her voice, a hushed arousal, translated by at&t.; we can’t believe it is this late or early. my bed lays north-south. my head looks east if i twist right. i pull back curtains and the sky line is a silhouette. handcock erect. the sun birthing out of lake michigan’s wet mouth, blushes Chicago a rainbow, hovering over the forest of impossible buildings, crowning the body of lakeshore: red peaks, orange frosting, lemon and lime, sky blue teased by indigo. blackness tugs the color wheel west. covering the skeleton of the city with a shawl. awake are the alleys scribbled with tribal pictures. awake are the newspaper trucks hauling dead trees. awake are the waitresses flipping on pots of coffee. awake are the migrants hoping in the cold. awake are the mothers still waiting on their sons. awake are the corner store clerks opening iron gates. awake are the teachers lesson planning long commutes. awake are the pigeons circling lonely roof tops. awake are the factories breathing grey smoke. awake are the cabbies going home to raise their family. awake are the stray dogs packed in Humboldt park. awake are the L trains thundering thru the sky. awake are the buses rumbling thru the streets. awake are the fallen risen from lower wacker. awake are the fishermen older than the water. awake are the children putting on their uniforms. awake are the all workers who will greet this sun. awake is the sky, holding all the city. awake is the sky, holding all the city. awake is the sky awake is the sky awake is the sky awake is the sky awake is the sky awake is the sky awake is the sky awake is the sky ![]() | ||