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Alison Croggon Witch leave your absence for those moonblind hounds they can’t snout shadow from shudder velvet from cowpat repair to the clean night which waits you (for sweetness parsley and marjoram to drive away serpents and as remedy against the sour & queasy stomach) hagridden by their own howlings in thumbscrew nights they conjure their feverings of phlegm-pale flesh biddable to vacancies of bridle and bitten of cold cunt flayed on absolute stone (st johns wort the most precious remedy for any wound made with a venomed weapon henbane which avails against all botches) but you are a lustre as predatory eyes may not comprehend icicle shattering always to its brilliant spectra womb of lightnings (fragrance simmering against the rim of speech the bowl and the table and such lilies of the seemly and beautiful shape that is their own virtue) From Translations from Nowhere behind the baroque mask a blankness inflicting itself in concentric circles she asks: is this really my own damage or a wound torn in others that they must diagnose through my skin predictable as a tragedy leached of all colours in which the painted actress pouts and blinks such blackening tears that all response chokes on the absurd ancient seductions smudging the heart and again: finally in the yellow dusk I understand how a book opened prematurely might be a fatality dazzling the mind’s innocence so it forms a mirage populous and exact in every detail while the desert breathes livingly beneath it cheated of the eye she asks again: what is more real the life formed out of our delusions in all its tender quickness of flesh or the vast desiring cell that mindless replication swarming itself out of its decay: or is this not a question the torment is always as the woman said to find oneself speaking like a bad novel though fiction is seldom so misleading as these selves we claim to live by squatting by middens of bones the sand scours to whiteness damasks of civilisation woven by ill-used hands rotting in those endless museums of self regard et cetera she asks: if I have been asleep how do the pains of dream differ from waking and how much does it matter? this finger on this pulse conscious as a snail absorbing rain to break a silence may be fatal or at least injurious but equally might startle a bower of wings out of shaded interiors the problem is to know what kind of silence it may for instance be the quiet of dusk when minds turn inward to the animal that whickers starwards wonderingly and settles on loins of poetry licking its teeth or the wordlessness of the weary who study full stops becoming what they are and who dig their dreams into the past having already looted the future and found there no sweetness or a vacancy that might be love or disgust but is the reverse of resignation although it may sound similar when dogs shout their evening greetings through the purple suburbs or it might be simply the indifference that masks a loathing for inexactitude a jeweller’s morality in which all petty speech withers in shame most perilous of all the silence of a stern surface shining so blindingly it frightens off words with their own distorted reflections but which breaks when it breaks like glass in the raw flesh beneath it ![]() |
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