1. piano
In the Lobby, Not the Doorman
In the evening when people are
returning home
anxious to abandon the strain of
these attentions,
he comes downstairs from his
apartment
and stakes out the bench in the
lobby
by the elevators where he has
everybody
who enters the building trapped
into socializing with him, if by
even
no more than an annoyed nod and a
tired
look away from a cheer come of the
predatory.
Their dresses, how good they look,
how he’ll be up
for dinner at their place in a
minute,
how he knows you out there makin’
all that money.
The people in this building are out
there
making like he must have at one
time.
Or done, made it and sat down.
These floors aren’t cheap.
He’s harmless. But how we haunt
our own success.
2. bass
urban specific
standing on the corner begging
for company a little change
in conversation something
different
made of to have to come up with
by the see you later or else
be in that killing
loneliness of a room even on the
street
stopping people still left
alone –
old crime neither poor nor disorderly
just vagrant time’s old crime
of age
unaddressed victim nor
perpetrator just
a man whose only empty pockets are
of people
come around
asks if you can spare a little
while so he can make the train home
3. saxophone
Then There’s
This One, Pick Him Up
pick him up and
take him to the jail
of his winnings,
take him into house arrest
up from his
success, winner lifted
out of his easy
to get to by people, drive
the diamond under
his fingernail
up through the
flesh to pimple as
his wearing and
pop light in folks’ eyes
having his nothing
come from
funny money
–
but a callous disease
from discipline
that cuts him off
is no joke
no plus
size chile who’s
got nor his own
he’s somebody
else’s crime for his time
4. drums
Funds for Charity
An angry generosity
comes from the careless hold he
has
on what little he has;
much is taken.
And angered if not from that, then
that
he goes along with his losses too
passively,
too pride-hustled to question.
So, he
is always wanting back,
never clear he has given, only
sure
the gleaners expect too much.
Then, angry resentment
at the little he has for spill
compared to that his privilege has
to flurry from for him, for
white’s own
on its white landfill,
that cold storm of trickle down
from coffers vast and out of
reach,
privately owned as the sky,
the deaf sky.