Standing
there a Vietnam Vet, on the curbside at a red traffic light, had begged there
for some time. He was black, a
mechanic, mid-fifty, and we believed he could get off the streets. He was shamed of standing there. But this was work.His work was the way he kept his
ashy body,
kept his dusty cardboard sign, and eyed at each passerby, as he asked and they considered
answers to his prayers.A week
ago, holding enough coins for a tall cup of coffee, he went through the doors
of a Veterans Clinic and a receptionist greeted him. Uncle Bobby said to the black woman, “Miss, you know you all
are the only ones who can help me. You know that you know that too, but what you think can be done now, now
that you say I got this thing, this Agent Orange. Damn. I’ve been
on that glass dick to stop the pain! Can you hear me” An anger
that he had carried out in his words— hit him hard, heavy. And he looked down at the checkered tiled
floor as he said, “I’m sorry. I
just can’t get away.”