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Todd Swift
Everything Now Is Very Close Is a novel Venn wishes he wrote; Oftener than not – tonight, a tweezer Has him by the throat; in fact, less Than that slight instrument: a furnace In a tumbler, an ice pick of gin, Tonic held, and no ice, either, This far into the expedition; confess? Venn wouldn’t mind, but no place To stumble into, rain-displayed, To face the music of a violence His mind, or silk double-knotted tie, Have never made. He’s in For the evening, and what a one to be Contained inside: it holds, a vice Or more like a line before a bank, But is quietly mythic – yet pandemic In a way that ancient things don’t spread. His type-faced ruins form about Him like letters from the dead: rejections; Even here, underneath, he’s unwanted But pretends to persevere. Venn’s Ideal is a pretty model in a department Store, kind enough to share a date, Maybe then another. On such an occasion He’d take Miss Dander’s arm, break With custom and take a vaguer route, To reach a green-chipped bench, dark On the edge of an even darker lake. He’d like it said he said something to her At that juncture, quite riveting, unique; Pointed to an object nameless until then; Or stirred her self to images of marriage, Or what desires pass for the fashion. Instead, she’s home, he’s an anecdote For her homelier room-mate; the manuscript Venn’s only bed, in which he lies, before An unlit Zenith; a line of nicotine ornate. It’s in the core and tip, and on the tongue, And in the air, and what the air stirs on, And in the tangle of her hair; the mittens Lined with fur he handled as a boy To walk in winter, and collect the snow. Allocution Be honest, or if not honest, earnest; Or if not earnest, then extravagant. But win That argument with rhetoric Or opaque delicacies flown in from Japan; Eat raw with chopsticks or go play Chopin With manicured fingers, in a forest fire, son. Walk out of the field intact, or sinecured. Never innovate to get ahead of the game. The game can also be played in silences, Like a shade glimmering on a mandarin pool In which golden and silver fish both unspool. Truth, recall, was not ever beautiful until It was said to be. And that was romantic. Romance is the falling scarlet leaf, Her lips after the reddest lipstick is applied, His feet in shoes that are black, tightly tied. We sense that most nostalgia best Redeems its origins in magazines. I swoon for what was once seen clearly; What has been early. These images exceed Language, process, science, and all degrees. Send out pictures of my wife/my boy. In the circumstances, they will withstand The unspeaking sub-frost and devoid entrances. Brush her hair or cross the street with him. Feel the sensuous vim of flesh as it moves. To be beside such ones was once a lion’s share Of all my conjectures of life/our joy. Universal Travel The train station is back there. Farther on into the quiet Town, tree-lined avenues Guide like manicured fingers To the heart of blindness. That would be the square With its unorthodox churches, Town Hall, and Museum Of Photography. Every colour Has moved here, like war-torn Refugees poured into a camp. Here they flood up the walls. Orange, purple, wild greens, Yellow and several shades of red Up and down the walls. But it is the absence of anyone Who speaks a native tongue That leads to blindness. Only The sun presents itself as universal. No one will so much as serve An ice cream without elaborate Signs and gestures. Sadness Invaded this world once. The men, dressed like circus Attendants, move as if their bones Had been broken in a net-less fall. They spit gobs the colour of the walls. It’d be nice to become a local citizen. To learn to spit and mimic like them. Learn their sad religion. To marry Here, and send five children to The purple school. To visit the Photographs in the old museum. It would be central to one’s vocation To assume a new identity here At once, unfold a beige suit, Take off Shipton & Heneage shoes And wait for the sun to set behind The aquamarine church With the spires that might not be Christian. To go through life With Penelope, one’s lawfully Wedded wife, to see five children Off to the wars and festivals, To bury the family, and widowed, Spit against a grey-green wall Mind emblazoned with inspiration: This was where all art was, All passion, and all dust, all Through the long slow century. Epic Sing of light fixtures All neutral regions Fear of horses Malarial dispersion Victory is on the wing Chickens roost hooters Break the fast especial K. Considerate approval Jealous gods on top Glamour models gone bad Speak white of mere mortal women Fear of asphyxiation Vectors to be considered Ships to the breakers Man oars to the slaughter Loin kings come home, broad way Fair haired daughter Fear of fair hair Daughter dot com, cross Ts Goddess bust this nut and bolt Fiery thunder and lightning too Much clashing of arms Venus has no arms, ignorant Wake me when you drown Keel, one-eyed monster Fear of being blinded by heroes Basophilic plague Trajectories of mass inoculation The arms of hollow children Small pox craft warning War makes good neighbours Nanny nonny ho hey ho nay The clash and gong of mucho malice Sudden armistice brass Brash inconclusivities, band of bros. Shaved vulvas and Vulcan mandates Members section restricted Proxy pass log in blocked Fuck off your ISP has been noted Hack this firewall on Mount Olympus! Hail, Greek shipping magnates Date Deneuve, denude olives Much confusion of gold plates at Georges 5 Take this sweet stuff for your opium habit Eat, plunge 5 stories, can you relate? Tell me what Dad did at Troy Fear of Christ in the firmament, like blood Is this wood or Memorable ex? Wake the Kraken when we arrive Swaddle thy goatherd in agony aunts Miss lonely-hearts impaled on a spear They call me Archer How the wings beat about the girl Her vulgate dot com busts At the boom of the tenderloin god Whose prows thrust into wine dawn Wind down now, squabble mutants About the real nature of Xavier Hollander and Commandant Quisling What the age demanded it got: {I, Maximum, give you damage You, Andreas Marvell, nothing nothing Nothing at all, note that, Hermione With this petal on the bow black out Cut her hair like a Jap bowl Let the monkeys on the island Cry the name of Helen and Paris Burn baby burn or at least tan} I come to re-marry my wife and kill The myriad antagonistic suitors Dry cleaning bills, wet machines Fear of contraception SARS is not coprophilia But we can do a deal VIP lounge ONE MONTH FREE! The shudder of the return to dry land ![]() |
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