Feature on Mary Ellen Redmond’s The Ocean Effect
in this issue.
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Mary Ellen Redmond
Just Now An indifferent shower makes
the grass nostalgic. Birds sing. The world is open
again, the window turns green. Thirsty and silly for wild
cherry blossoms, she sniffs the wind. A transparent gray envelops
the neighborhood. Why does she always want to be someplace else? The woman thinks of her
father, when he was a younger man. She wished she’d known him
then. Last night, she stopped by
the sea and had an overwhelming desire to leave. Seek Alt Route Seek Alt Route Abandon the bread crumbs. Drop white pebbles to find
your way home. This
mundane world is all there is. Like the reed cut from its
bed— that cry, that longing sound. Love, with a Footnote “Everything
had broken down, and new things had to be made out of fragments.”
—Kurt Schwitters What value of x makes the
equation below true? I love you but I’m not in
love with you. I love you the way I love
someone when I want sex. I love you the way I love
thin-crusted pizza. [Soundtrack
of your life goes here.] There
once was a girl who had a little curl. Do not be seduced by: Isn’t the beach lovely this
time of day? or Care for a glass of chilled
rosé? Olives? [Insert
your picture here, smiling.] Sweetheart, everyone’s
faithful until they’re unfaithful. Notice how easily the o can
drop, replaced by an e and a. Soon you will be news at
eleven, an expiration date, a page ripped out of his spiral bound life. Leave: from Old English – to be left over. Leftovers. Johnny
by the ocean, Johnny
by the sea, Johnny
ran off with a celebrity. Curse his every body part. [Insert
his picture here.] What is the probability that
the arrow will land on a section containing an odd number both times? We are all in the dumps, For
diamonds are trumps, The
kittens are gone to St. Paul’s. Sometimes paper doesn’t burn,
it smolders.
On the Way to do an Errand My father’s grave is close enough to the road so I wave when I drive by— He is lying down and can’t see me, but I picture him in his coffin wearing his good suit and glasses, the change quiet in his pocket, reading the paper. Sometimes I can hear the clink of his spoon as he taps the rim of his cup after he has swirled his milk and sugar. The paper might rustle. He will clear his throat.
Then I imagine what he does not
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